YAY! Finally the day has come where i took my test at the dmv and passed! :) HAHAHA. & my dad just told me he's getting me a car for my birthay. I don't know what i want.. I want a nice car.. and i want it to be WHITE. or a blue color. hah, i don't know! But it has to be automatic, i don't know how to drive stick shift. I freaking hate the DMV though. It took like an hour and a half but at least i didn't have to wait like 3 hours. While i was leaving, the line was WAAAAAY longer then it was when i came.
& Fuck yeah! We're on SPRING BREAAAAAAAK! i wanna party like old times. hah, i don't party as much anymore.. how gay. I used to party so much last year but eh.. oh well! ANYWAAAAYS.. i wanna go to a bonfire or have one or at least go to the freaking beach! I need a new bikini though. Someone help me find a cute one. Damn, it's beeen hot now! Yaaaay, summers getting closer.. somewhat. & yeah, i go to intersession. sucks but i like it actually! Kinda.. something like that, hah. it's fun in a way. I met new people! hahaha. so yeah, my class is pretty chill and fun. The people in it are fun. :) I just hate waking up so early on break!!! I'd rather sleep in. DDD:<
So, i tried curling my hair today with my moms straightener and that was a bust. FAAAAAAIL! :[ I don't get it!!! HAHA. like, it's so hard for me?! :/ I try and try but it doesnt work out, someone has to teach me soooon. HAHAHA. I just leave a big dent in my hair that doesn't even turn out to be a freaking curl and i'm killing my hair for no reason TRYING to curl my damn hair. Gahhhhh!!
I hate dreams.. at least the bad ones. Nightmares i guess? They're always about my mom or my dad.. basically ALWAYS about my parents. it's either one or the other. For example like them being suicidal or killing someone.. or them being super depressed and crying loud and yelling. Or them not caring about me and yelling at me or hitting me. I don't know but shitttts scary! I even woke up at 3AM crying and i didn't want to be alone so i called HIM, the guy that's always been there and he actually listened and comforted me. EVEN though i knew deep down he's like ' Fuck! Why is this girrrl calling me at 3AM?! ' HAHA. Okay, ANYWAYSSS.. YEAH, that's how bad my dreams are. They feel and seem sooo real. I don't know but this better stop. I don't like it. I even told my mom about it and she said it's cause i eat late at night, so last night i didn't eat late and i ended up sleeping early and i guess when i'm in deep sleep, i have these dreams. I'm gonna try sleeping early again tonight and see if i have another one. D:
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Just an update!
Fashion Valley is like my favorite mall now.. mine used to be plaza, i have no clue why! Hahaha. I just realized fashion valley has more selection.. like i'd look at stuff online at forever21 and try to find it at plaza and then it's not there. -__- & then when i went to fashion, it's there. haha, i don't know but i went to fashion valley like twice last week. Vania got a ' buy one, get one free ' deal on boots at SHEIK or whatever its called, and they got some cute boots! mMm.. smart shoppping! ;) & theeeen me and vania took a grip of food from this food cart thingy at fashion near crate and barrel since we ran out of money, HAH. The freaking arabian girl was occupied by her phone and the other girl was busy making out w/ her girlfriend or whatever so we just decided to grab some food and shove it in our purses. It was just mexican candy, starbucks doubleshots, crackers, slim jims and cookies! Hahaha. :)
Craaaaap! I still needa do like 3 drafts for Mr. Gonzalez's english class! D: I'm so lazy to do it. I've been slacking AGAIN! My goal was to not slack, i stopped ditching.. so now i gotta actually do my homework and what not. Shooot, someone needs to put me in check to do my homework! Ahaha. Jeofrey helped me alot to do my test corrections. I was lazy and then he somehow convinced me to just do it since it wasn't that hard. :D Fuuuuuck, school has been HECTIC! Like, in my classes though. well.. not really.. haha. just my geometry grade! It's pissing me off. & then in US HISTORY, freakin' Mr. Patterson pissed me offf today so that got me in a bad mood especially since my A- went to a fucking C! WTHHHH. It's because i failed the last test, aghhh. I think i'm gonna retake it, it'll go up since that class is easy, so no worries. :)
Oh yeah & yes, I did dye my hair for like the 65399828th time. It's a brownish color w/ red in the sun or auburn. I didn't know it'd show that much because usually it doesn't show that much. It just said ' deep auburn ' on the box. But whatever, i still like it! HOPEFULLY this shit doesn't fade to no orange or light brown or golden like what happened all the other times. Sorrry leizl for making you get dye on your sweater! I'm saaad that i got dye on my freakin' new dark gray jeans since i didn't have any gray jeans, aha! The stain BETTTTER come off! D:<
I still neeeed to pack all my stuff into boxes again since my house is officially SOLD. These chinese people bought it, haha. I really really wonder how it's going to be when it's just me and my mom living together, and then my dad and brother in another place. This is for the better though! So.. sall good. :) I guess i'm going to be at my dads whenever i can, like when i have no plans. I mean, i'm trying to stay there every other weekend but we'll see! I'm still staying in Otay though so i can graduate here and then go to UCSD after or Southwestern for 2 years or something.
I'm also very glad that my driving school is DONE. Adolfo was a bitch to me on my last day. :( He rippped up my white paper because i did it wrong. HAHAHA. But then he gave me a new one after. I didn't even know he lived there! Like at the budget place, there's a bed, shower and whatnotttt. Weird. 0____0 But yeah, budget was fun if people you knew were there! haha. It kinda got me sick of taco bell though.. since we'd always eat there during the lunch breaks. Ehhhh. I take my test on the 17th and i swear i better fucking pass! HAHA. OMG, if i don't pass then !@#$%^&*ldkfjdsfh, i'm going to be so dissapointed. HAHAHA. i read that damn handbook all the time and i'm so bored of it!
I think i'm going to try and take a nap right now since i'm not gonna do those stupid drafts.. I hate daylight savings.. kinda. I only like it since the sun is out longer but it's so freaking dark in the morning. k, that's all. this shit is long. mmmmkay, bye! :)
Craaaaap! I still needa do like 3 drafts for Mr. Gonzalez's english class! D: I'm so lazy to do it. I've been slacking AGAIN! My goal was to not slack, i stopped ditching.. so now i gotta actually do my homework and what not. Shooot, someone needs to put me in check to do my homework! Ahaha. Jeofrey helped me alot to do my test corrections. I was lazy and then he somehow convinced me to just do it since it wasn't that hard. :D Fuuuuuck, school has been HECTIC! Like, in my classes though. well.. not really.. haha. just my geometry grade! It's pissing me off. & then in US HISTORY, freakin' Mr. Patterson pissed me offf today so that got me in a bad mood especially since my A- went to a fucking C! WTHHHH. It's because i failed the last test, aghhh. I think i'm gonna retake it, it'll go up since that class is easy, so no worries. :)
Oh yeah & yes, I did dye my hair for like the 65399828th time. It's a brownish color w/ red in the sun or auburn. I didn't know it'd show that much because usually it doesn't show that much. It just said ' deep auburn ' on the box. But whatever, i still like it! HOPEFULLY this shit doesn't fade to no orange or light brown or golden like what happened all the other times. Sorrry leizl for making you get dye on your sweater! I'm saaad that i got dye on my freakin' new dark gray jeans since i didn't have any gray jeans, aha! The stain BETTTTER come off! D:<
I still neeeed to pack all my stuff into boxes again since my house is officially SOLD. These chinese people bought it, haha. I really really wonder how it's going to be when it's just me and my mom living together, and then my dad and brother in another place. This is for the better though! So.. sall good. :) I guess i'm going to be at my dads whenever i can, like when i have no plans. I mean, i'm trying to stay there every other weekend but we'll see! I'm still staying in Otay though so i can graduate here and then go to UCSD after or Southwestern for 2 years or something.
I'm also very glad that my driving school is DONE. Adolfo was a bitch to me on my last day. :( He rippped up my white paper because i did it wrong. HAHAHA. But then he gave me a new one after. I didn't even know he lived there! Like at the budget place, there's a bed, shower and whatnotttt. Weird. 0____0 But yeah, budget was fun if people you knew were there! haha. It kinda got me sick of taco bell though.. since we'd always eat there during the lunch breaks. Ehhhh. I take my test on the 17th and i swear i better fucking pass! HAHA. OMG, if i don't pass then !@#$%^&*ldkfjdsfh, i'm going to be so dissapointed. HAHAHA. i read that damn handbook all the time and i'm so bored of it!
I think i'm going to try and take a nap right now since i'm not gonna do those stupid drafts.. I hate daylight savings.. kinda. I only like it since the sun is out longer but it's so freaking dark in the morning. k, that's all. this shit is long. mmmmkay, bye! :)
Monday, March 2, 2009
Obama wants CHANGE! ;]
Ahhhhh, i realized so many things in so little time. I've been thinking bout so much shiz lately that i've been or i'm starting to be getting bitchy and whatnot to people on a daily basis. & i'm really NOT bitchy on a daily basis like this/that unless you've really pissed me the fuck off. Hah, i've never been like this! Forreal though. It bugs me.. ALOT. I needa change. Oh yeah! I'm hella tryna change for the better. As in.. treat people better, respecting my parents more, and tryna' do things for the good cause i've always had a problem with KARMA*.
Ehhhh, and i needa get my filipino&math grade up! SHIT. Ginang hates me, then likes me, then hates me. Shiiiiiit, her last test was hard. I failed it! :[ Stuuupid crossword shit. I was so clueless. & in geometry, i can't concentrate! HAH. Even if i try, i still don't get itttt. I don't like Ms. BQ's teaching. I want mr. fernandez baaack. :[ And i also get distracted by frank, johnathan and kervin since i have to chase them around and beat the shit outta them for my phone back since they always steal it so i don't text. haaaaaah.
People are just stupid haters these days. Like how i said in my other blog, people who don't even know me and hate me for no reason. Keeep hatin'. It just makes YOU look stupid since i didn't do shit to you. & stop assuming shit, come and ask me first. There are some hella faulty people out there. Sheeeesh. GROW UP please. :)
Duuuude, i really wish i had an ipod touch or whatever. i'm so bored sometimes that i feel like listening to songs that i'm hooked on too but i can't since i have NO IPOD. :[ haha. YAY! Spring break is coming upppp! One month of spring break so that means 4 weeks of no school! hell yeah. Even though i have intersession for 3 damn weeks. Sall goood though, right? hah! This spring break will be better than last years. most def. HAH. Well.. it better be! shoooot.
OH YEAH! & I have 2 more days of driving school! It's pretty fun. :) HAH. it's waaay better going there then doing it online. I knew i wouldn't learn shit if i did it online so i just decided to go to the place and do it there. The instructors and people there that teach are funnnny! They make it funnn and i memorize or learn it in a way of how they explained it in a funny way or whatever. There were a few people that i knew that were there too so that was good. I'm pretty confident that i'm gonna pass my text. It's not thaat hard and i'm probably just saying this now but it doesn't seem hard! I better pass it with 100% so i can get my money back though. ;)
Ehhhh, and i needa get my filipino&math grade up! SHIT. Ginang hates me, then likes me, then hates me. Shiiiiiit, her last test was hard. I failed it! :[ Stuuupid crossword shit. I was so clueless. & in geometry, i can't concentrate! HAH. Even if i try, i still don't get itttt. I don't like Ms. BQ's teaching. I want mr. fernandez baaack. :[ And i also get distracted by frank, johnathan and kervin since i have to chase them around and beat the shit outta them for my phone back since they always steal it so i don't text. haaaaaah.
People are just stupid haters these days. Like how i said in my other blog, people who don't even know me and hate me for no reason. Keeep hatin'. It just makes YOU look stupid since i didn't do shit to you. & stop assuming shit, come and ask me first. There are some hella faulty people out there. Sheeeesh. GROW UP please. :)
Duuuude, i really wish i had an ipod touch or whatever. i'm so bored sometimes that i feel like listening to songs that i'm hooked on too but i can't since i have NO IPOD. :[ haha. YAY! Spring break is coming upppp! One month of spring break so that means 4 weeks of no school! hell yeah. Even though i have intersession for 3 damn weeks. Sall goood though, right? hah! This spring break will be better than last years. most def. HAH. Well.. it better be! shoooot.
OH YEAH! & I have 2 more days of driving school! It's pretty fun. :) HAH. it's waaay better going there then doing it online. I knew i wouldn't learn shit if i did it online so i just decided to go to the place and do it there. The instructors and people there that teach are funnnny! They make it funnn and i memorize or learn it in a way of how they explained it in a funny way or whatever. There were a few people that i knew that were there too so that was good. I'm pretty confident that i'm gonna pass my text. It's not thaat hard and i'm probably just saying this now but it doesn't seem hard! I better pass it with 100% so i can get my money back though. ;)
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