Thinkin' back.

Oh man, i don't know if this is going to be a long one! I guess you can say my 4 day weekend was pretty chill. not gonna' lie. Full of a bunch of stuff. I kept thinkin' back at the past which was getting me sad but i got over it. I'm going through that phase where i'm starting to miss alot of things. Oh gaaaaahd. Oh yeah & the processs of moving is also taking forever and ever and ever. Not sure where i'm moving yet though. Either somewhere in otay still or something in mira mesa.. like camino ruiz or something like that.

Okay, so about my four day weekend.. Friday was just a chill day. wasted day since i had no school. & on Saturday! Valentines day. It was okaaay. hah, i guess you can say it was fun. :] Sunday was fun too! Basically just cruised around w/ people and yeah. & today.. which is monday, we ate sushi this morning at Sushiya. mmm, my boyfriend crunchy roll<3! ;) HAHA, then it started raining reallllly hard which sucked. But then we went and got my second boyfriend crispy chicken<3 at tapex! fuck yeeaaaah. Sorry, not going into details with my weekend! ;)

& nooooow back to thinkin' back at stuff! I reallly miss that feeling like when you see someone you like or whatever you call it, you get this happy feeling, ya know? HAH. i feel so gay writing this but i'm trying my hardest to explain it but ANYWAYS! that feeling where your happpy that they're just around you or because you guys are just together, like near eachother or with eachother, then you have good vibes and good feelings. the butterflies in your stomach! haha. and you smile aloooot. but yeah, i misss that feeeling. :[ agh, i feel so dumb. hah. But damn, it sucks when people feel that way towards YOU and you don't feel that way towards them. Ha, i feeel bad now 'cause i don't like him like that at all, like nothing more than just a friend. Honestly, if i could i would rewind back to New Years. real shit. Kaaay, i think i'm gonna stop it right here. Bye. <3

P.S, tilapia = alex castro is coooooooool.