YAY! Finally the day has come where i took my test at the dmv and passed! :) HAHAHA. & my dad just told me he's getting me a car for my birthay. I don't know what i want.. I want a nice car.. and i want it to be WHITE. or a blue color. hah, i don't know! But it has to be automatic, i don't know how to drive stick shift. I freaking hate the DMV though. It took like an hour and a half but at least i didn't have to wait like 3 hours. While i was leaving, the line was WAAAAAY longer then it was when i came.
& Fuck yeah! We're on SPRING BREAAAAAAAK! i wanna party like old times. hah, i don't party as much anymore.. how gay. I used to party so much last year but eh.. oh well! ANYWAAAAYS.. i wanna go to a bonfire or have one or at least go to the freaking beach! I need a new bikini though. Someone help me find a cute one. Damn, it's beeen hot now! Yaaaay, summers getting closer.. somewhat. & yeah, i go to intersession. sucks but i like it actually! Kinda.. something like that, hah. it's fun in a way. I met new people! hahaha. so yeah, my class is pretty chill and fun. The people in it are fun. :) I just hate waking up so early on break!!! I'd rather sleep in. DDD:<
So, i tried curling my hair today with my moms straightener and that was a bust. FAAAAAAIL! :[ I don't get it!!! HAHA. like, it's so hard for me?! :/ I try and try but it doesnt work out, someone has to teach me soooon. HAHAHA. I just leave a big dent in my hair that doesn't even turn out to be a freaking curl and i'm killing my hair for no reason TRYING to curl my damn hair. Gahhhhh!!
I hate dreams.. at least the bad ones. Nightmares i guess? They're always about my mom or my dad.. basically ALWAYS about my parents. it's either one or the other. For example like them being suicidal or killing someone.. or them being super depressed and crying loud and yelling. Or them not caring about me and yelling at me or hitting me. I don't know but shitttts scary! I even woke up at 3AM crying and i didn't want to be alone so i called HIM, the guy that's always been there and he actually listened and comforted me. EVEN though i knew deep down he's like ' Fuck! Why is this girrrl calling me at 3AM?! ' HAHA. Okay, ANYWAYSSS.. YEAH, that's how bad my dreams are. They feel and seem sooo real. I don't know but this better stop. I don't like it. I even told my mom about it and she said it's cause i eat late at night, so last night i didn't eat late and i ended up sleeping early and i guess when i'm in deep sleep, i have these dreams. I'm gonna try sleeping early again tonight and see if i have another one. D:
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
Tuesday, March 10, 2009
Just an update!
Fashion Valley is like my favorite mall now.. mine used to be plaza, i have no clue why! Hahaha. I just realized fashion valley has more selection.. like i'd look at stuff online at forever21 and try to find it at plaza and then it's not there. -__- & then when i went to fashion, it's there. haha, i don't know but i went to fashion valley like twice last week. Vania got a ' buy one, get one free ' deal on boots at SHEIK or whatever its called, and they got some cute boots! mMm.. smart shoppping! ;) & theeeen me and vania took a grip of food from this food cart thingy at fashion near crate and barrel since we ran out of money, HAH. The freaking arabian girl was occupied by her phone and the other girl was busy making out w/ her girlfriend or whatever so we just decided to grab some food and shove it in our purses. It was just mexican candy, starbucks doubleshots, crackers, slim jims and cookies! Hahaha. :)
Craaaaap! I still needa do like 3 drafts for Mr. Gonzalez's english class! D: I'm so lazy to do it. I've been slacking AGAIN! My goal was to not slack, i stopped ditching.. so now i gotta actually do my homework and what not. Shooot, someone needs to put me in check to do my homework! Ahaha. Jeofrey helped me alot to do my test corrections. I was lazy and then he somehow convinced me to just do it since it wasn't that hard. :D Fuuuuuck, school has been HECTIC! Like, in my classes though. well.. not really.. haha. just my geometry grade! It's pissing me off. & then in US HISTORY, freakin' Mr. Patterson pissed me offf today so that got me in a bad mood especially since my A- went to a fucking C! WTHHHH. It's because i failed the last test, aghhh. I think i'm gonna retake it, it'll go up since that class is easy, so no worries. :)
Oh yeah & yes, I did dye my hair for like the 65399828th time. It's a brownish color w/ red in the sun or auburn. I didn't know it'd show that much because usually it doesn't show that much. It just said ' deep auburn ' on the box. But whatever, i still like it! HOPEFULLY this shit doesn't fade to no orange or light brown or golden like what happened all the other times. Sorrry leizl for making you get dye on your sweater! I'm saaad that i got dye on my freakin' new dark gray jeans since i didn't have any gray jeans, aha! The stain BETTTTER come off! D:<
I still neeeed to pack all my stuff into boxes again since my house is officially SOLD. These chinese people bought it, haha. I really really wonder how it's going to be when it's just me and my mom living together, and then my dad and brother in another place. This is for the better though! So.. sall good. :) I guess i'm going to be at my dads whenever i can, like when i have no plans. I mean, i'm trying to stay there every other weekend but we'll see! I'm still staying in Otay though so i can graduate here and then go to UCSD after or Southwestern for 2 years or something.
I'm also very glad that my driving school is DONE. Adolfo was a bitch to me on my last day. :( He rippped up my white paper because i did it wrong. HAHAHA. But then he gave me a new one after. I didn't even know he lived there! Like at the budget place, there's a bed, shower and whatnotttt. Weird. 0____0 But yeah, budget was fun if people you knew were there! haha. It kinda got me sick of taco bell though.. since we'd always eat there during the lunch breaks. Ehhhh. I take my test on the 17th and i swear i better fucking pass! HAHA. OMG, if i don't pass then !@#$%^&*ldkfjdsfh, i'm going to be so dissapointed. HAHAHA. i read that damn handbook all the time and i'm so bored of it!
I think i'm going to try and take a nap right now since i'm not gonna do those stupid drafts.. I hate daylight savings.. kinda. I only like it since the sun is out longer but it's so freaking dark in the morning. k, that's all. this shit is long. mmmmkay, bye! :)
Craaaaap! I still needa do like 3 drafts for Mr. Gonzalez's english class! D: I'm so lazy to do it. I've been slacking AGAIN! My goal was to not slack, i stopped ditching.. so now i gotta actually do my homework and what not. Shooot, someone needs to put me in check to do my homework! Ahaha. Jeofrey helped me alot to do my test corrections. I was lazy and then he somehow convinced me to just do it since it wasn't that hard. :D Fuuuuuck, school has been HECTIC! Like, in my classes though. well.. not really.. haha. just my geometry grade! It's pissing me off. & then in US HISTORY, freakin' Mr. Patterson pissed me offf today so that got me in a bad mood especially since my A- went to a fucking C! WTHHHH. It's because i failed the last test, aghhh. I think i'm gonna retake it, it'll go up since that class is easy, so no worries. :)
Oh yeah & yes, I did dye my hair for like the 65399828th time. It's a brownish color w/ red in the sun or auburn. I didn't know it'd show that much because usually it doesn't show that much. It just said ' deep auburn ' on the box. But whatever, i still like it! HOPEFULLY this shit doesn't fade to no orange or light brown or golden like what happened all the other times. Sorrry leizl for making you get dye on your sweater! I'm saaad that i got dye on my freakin' new dark gray jeans since i didn't have any gray jeans, aha! The stain BETTTTER come off! D:<
I still neeeed to pack all my stuff into boxes again since my house is officially SOLD. These chinese people bought it, haha. I really really wonder how it's going to be when it's just me and my mom living together, and then my dad and brother in another place. This is for the better though! So.. sall good. :) I guess i'm going to be at my dads whenever i can, like when i have no plans. I mean, i'm trying to stay there every other weekend but we'll see! I'm still staying in Otay though so i can graduate here and then go to UCSD after or Southwestern for 2 years or something.
I'm also very glad that my driving school is DONE. Adolfo was a bitch to me on my last day. :( He rippped up my white paper because i did it wrong. HAHAHA. But then he gave me a new one after. I didn't even know he lived there! Like at the budget place, there's a bed, shower and whatnotttt. Weird. 0____0 But yeah, budget was fun if people you knew were there! haha. It kinda got me sick of taco bell though.. since we'd always eat there during the lunch breaks. Ehhhh. I take my test on the 17th and i swear i better fucking pass! HAHA. OMG, if i don't pass then !@#$%^&*ldkfjdsfh, i'm going to be so dissapointed. HAHAHA. i read that damn handbook all the time and i'm so bored of it!
I think i'm going to try and take a nap right now since i'm not gonna do those stupid drafts.. I hate daylight savings.. kinda. I only like it since the sun is out longer but it's so freaking dark in the morning. k, that's all. this shit is long. mmmmkay, bye! :)
Monday, March 2, 2009
Obama wants CHANGE! ;]
Ahhhhh, i realized so many things in so little time. I've been thinking bout so much shiz lately that i've been or i'm starting to be getting bitchy and whatnot to people on a daily basis. & i'm really NOT bitchy on a daily basis like this/that unless you've really pissed me the fuck off. Hah, i've never been like this! Forreal though. It bugs me.. ALOT. I needa change. Oh yeah! I'm hella tryna change for the better. As in.. treat people better, respecting my parents more, and tryna' do things for the good cause i've always had a problem with KARMA*.
Ehhhh, and i needa get my filipino&math grade up! SHIT. Ginang hates me, then likes me, then hates me. Shiiiiiit, her last test was hard. I failed it! :[ Stuuupid crossword shit. I was so clueless. & in geometry, i can't concentrate! HAH. Even if i try, i still don't get itttt. I don't like Ms. BQ's teaching. I want mr. fernandez baaack. :[ And i also get distracted by frank, johnathan and kervin since i have to chase them around and beat the shit outta them for my phone back since they always steal it so i don't text. haaaaaah.
People are just stupid haters these days. Like how i said in my other blog, people who don't even know me and hate me for no reason. Keeep hatin'. It just makes YOU look stupid since i didn't do shit to you. & stop assuming shit, come and ask me first. There are some hella faulty people out there. Sheeeesh. GROW UP please. :)
Duuuude, i really wish i had an ipod touch or whatever. i'm so bored sometimes that i feel like listening to songs that i'm hooked on too but i can't since i have NO IPOD. :[ haha. YAY! Spring break is coming upppp! One month of spring break so that means 4 weeks of no school! hell yeah. Even though i have intersession for 3 damn weeks. Sall goood though, right? hah! This spring break will be better than last years. most def. HAH. Well.. it better be! shoooot.
OH YEAH! & I have 2 more days of driving school! It's pretty fun. :) HAH. it's waaay better going there then doing it online. I knew i wouldn't learn shit if i did it online so i just decided to go to the place and do it there. The instructors and people there that teach are funnnny! They make it funnn and i memorize or learn it in a way of how they explained it in a funny way or whatever. There were a few people that i knew that were there too so that was good. I'm pretty confident that i'm gonna pass my text. It's not thaat hard and i'm probably just saying this now but it doesn't seem hard! I better pass it with 100% so i can get my money back though. ;)
Ehhhh, and i needa get my filipino&math grade up! SHIT. Ginang hates me, then likes me, then hates me. Shiiiiiit, her last test was hard. I failed it! :[ Stuuupid crossword shit. I was so clueless. & in geometry, i can't concentrate! HAH. Even if i try, i still don't get itttt. I don't like Ms. BQ's teaching. I want mr. fernandez baaack. :[ And i also get distracted by frank, johnathan and kervin since i have to chase them around and beat the shit outta them for my phone back since they always steal it so i don't text. haaaaaah.
People are just stupid haters these days. Like how i said in my other blog, people who don't even know me and hate me for no reason. Keeep hatin'. It just makes YOU look stupid since i didn't do shit to you. & stop assuming shit, come and ask me first. There are some hella faulty people out there. Sheeeesh. GROW UP please. :)
Duuuude, i really wish i had an ipod touch or whatever. i'm so bored sometimes that i feel like listening to songs that i'm hooked on too but i can't since i have NO IPOD. :[ haha. YAY! Spring break is coming upppp! One month of spring break so that means 4 weeks of no school! hell yeah. Even though i have intersession for 3 damn weeks. Sall goood though, right? hah! This spring break will be better than last years. most def. HAH. Well.. it better be! shoooot.
OH YEAH! & I have 2 more days of driving school! It's pretty fun. :) HAH. it's waaay better going there then doing it online. I knew i wouldn't learn shit if i did it online so i just decided to go to the place and do it there. The instructors and people there that teach are funnnny! They make it funnn and i memorize or learn it in a way of how they explained it in a funny way or whatever. There were a few people that i knew that were there too so that was good. I'm pretty confident that i'm gonna pass my text. It's not thaat hard and i'm probably just saying this now but it doesn't seem hard! I better pass it with 100% so i can get my money back though. ;)
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
Hi hater.
I am soooooooo sick & tired of all the haters who fucking hate me for NO fucking apparent reason. Like, really. It's so stupid!! Especially, when i didnt do SHIT.. or if i wasn't in it or no where involved in it.. OR if it's for someone else's fucking cause. & what makes it even more stupid are that these people who don't like me DONT EVEN KNOW ME. All they know about me is my name and what school i go to.
Hah, haters amuse me. :)
Hah, haters amuse me. :)
Monday, February 16, 2009
Thinkin' back.
Oh man, i don't know if this is going to be a long one! I guess you can say my 4 day weekend was pretty chill. not gonna' lie. Full of a bunch of stuff. I kept thinkin' back at the past which was getting me sad but i got over it. I'm going through that phase where i'm starting to miss alot of things. Oh gaaaaahd. Oh yeah & the processs of moving is also taking forever and ever and ever. Not sure where i'm moving yet though. Either somewhere in otay still or something in mira mesa.. like camino ruiz or something like that.
Okay, so about my four day weekend.. Friday was just a chill day. wasted day since i had no school. & on Saturday! Valentines day. It was okaaay. hah, i guess you can say it was fun. :] Sunday was fun too! Basically just cruised around w/ people and yeah. & today.. which is monday, we ate sushi this morning at Sushiya. mmm, my boyfriend crunchy roll<3! ;) HAHA, then it started raining reallllly hard which sucked. But then we went and got my second boyfriend crispy chicken<3 at tapex! fuck yeeaaaah. Sorry, not going into details with my weekend! ;)
& nooooow back to thinkin' back at stuff! I reallly miss that feeling like when you see someone you like or whatever you call it, you get this happy feeling, ya know? HAH. i feel so gay writing this but i'm trying my hardest to explain it but ANYWAYS! that feeling where your happpy that they're just around you or because you guys are just together, like near eachother or with eachother, then you have good vibes and good feelings. the butterflies in your stomach! haha. and you smile aloooot. but yeah, i misss that feeeling. :[ agh, i feel so dumb. hah. But damn, it sucks when people feel that way towards YOU and you don't feel that way towards them. Ha, i feeel bad now 'cause i don't like him like that at all, like nothing more than just a friend. Honestly, if i could i would rewind back to New Years. real shit. Kaaay, i think i'm gonna stop it right here. Bye. <3
P.S, tilapia = alex castro is coooooooool.
Okay, so about my four day weekend.. Friday was just a chill day. wasted day since i had no school. & on Saturday! Valentines day. It was okaaay. hah, i guess you can say it was fun. :] Sunday was fun too! Basically just cruised around w/ people and yeah. & today.. which is monday, we ate sushi this morning at Sushiya. mmm, my boyfriend crunchy roll<3! ;) HAHA, then it started raining reallllly hard which sucked. But then we went and got my second boyfriend crispy chicken<3 at tapex! fuck yeeaaaah. Sorry, not going into details with my weekend! ;)
& nooooow back to thinkin' back at stuff! I reallly miss that feeling like when you see someone you like or whatever you call it, you get this happy feeling, ya know? HAH. i feel so gay writing this but i'm trying my hardest to explain it but ANYWAYS! that feeling where your happpy that they're just around you or because you guys are just together, like near eachother or with eachother, then you have good vibes and good feelings. the butterflies in your stomach! haha. and you smile aloooot. but yeah, i misss that feeeling. :[ agh, i feel so dumb. hah. But damn, it sucks when people feel that way towards YOU and you don't feel that way towards them. Ha, i feeel bad now 'cause i don't like him like that at all, like nothing more than just a friend. Honestly, if i could i would rewind back to New Years. real shit. Kaaay, i think i'm gonna stop it right here. Bye. <3
P.S, tilapia = alex castro is coooooooool.
Friday, February 13, 2009
Four day weekend begins.
FINALLY! The four day weekend that i've been waiting for is finally here. <3 hahahaha. i hate school so much. otay is so boring to me. not 'gonna lie. I think i really want to switch to another school. I don't know.. maybe i'm just saying this but whatever. Anyways! I didn't go to school yesterday due to all the crazy family shit that's been going on but i am not going into detail 'cause the whole world doesn't need to know but.. at least my mommys back home!! Too bad she's being a little moody, she's still jetlagged. -____-
Ugh! I missed a test yesterday since i wasnt' here, but i took it today and copied everything off jonathan. Hah, thanks jonathan. :] 'cause i woulda failed that shit! I did not get a thing on that damn paper, hah. Well today was the last day of school and the four day weekend begins. Too bad i barely have plans. Let's make plans. <3
& oh my goodness.. valentines day is this saturday. I have no idea what i'm doing and i don't have a valentine. I just really wanna go out to eat and watch a movie or something. It doesn't really matter with who, just someone who wants to spend a day with me! >.< haha. ehhh.
Hm. i don't know what to write about. Oh yeah! The fact that my horoscope is always freaking right scares the crap outta me. & i freaking HATE the weather. it pisses me off. hah. and Ahhh, Friday the 13th tomorrow! x___x
Ugh! I missed a test yesterday since i wasnt' here, but i took it today and copied everything off jonathan. Hah, thanks jonathan. :] 'cause i woulda failed that shit! I did not get a thing on that damn paper, hah. Well today was the last day of school and the four day weekend begins. Too bad i barely have plans. Let's make plans. <3
& oh my goodness.. valentines day is this saturday. I have no idea what i'm doing and i don't have a valentine. I just really wanna go out to eat and watch a movie or something. It doesn't really matter with who, just someone who wants to spend a day with me! >.< haha. ehhh.
Hm. i don't know what to write about. Oh yeah! The fact that my horoscope is always freaking right scares the crap outta me. & i freaking HATE the weather. it pisses me off. hah. and Ahhh, Friday the 13th tomorrow! x___x
Monday, February 9, 2009
All said & done.
Ahhhh. this past week has been so hectic. x_x fuck. i'm so full of mixed emotions, my goodness! So.. today sucked. like hella. First offff, my fault for not bringing a jacket OR a damn umbrella today so i was basically soaked the beginning of the day. then, i was freezing for the rest of the day because it was so damn windy! :[ i hate the rain. period.
i've been feeling so incomplete for the past couple of days. i think people should know why by now but yeah, you get the point. there are so many things that remind me of csdknvsndk. it's beginning to get a little weird. 0.0 it's like signs. eh.. ANYWAYS! I keeep thinking of so many 'what if?' questions and there's just sooo much shit building up in my head that i can't even concentrate on my damn homework! D;< I don't get why it just ended like that, ya know? like.. so fast. I should've spoke out to him of what i needed to say friday night, i have no idea why i held back. Trust me, there are so many things that were left unsaid. :/ I betchu things wouldn't even be like this if i said what i wanted to say! I guess we weren't as 'strong' as i thought we were since our relationship just went all downhill like that. I swear i thought this was gonna last. I look at other relationships and see how much they fight, yet they STILL pull through all the bullshit/fighting and what not. Alla that makes me question myself. I shouldn't have assumed anything in the first place. I shouldn't even have believed anything that anyone told me. The only words i should've believed was the words that came from him, not anybody else. ... and now look what happened. how stupid of me. My heart literally dropped yesterday when i saw his response to what i asked him, so unexpected. I really don't get how guys get over girls in the quickness. Whatever, at least i know the truth now. Hah, funny to think that we'd get back but i guess everythings all said and done.But.. after all this, there should be no regrets though right? everything happens for a reason right? fuck. i hope so.
i've been feeling so incomplete for the past couple of days. i think people should know why by now but yeah, you get the point. there are so many things that remind me of csdknvsndk. it's beginning to get a little weird. 0.0 it's like signs. eh.. ANYWAYS! I keeep thinking of so many 'what if?' questions and there's just sooo much shit building up in my head that i can't even concentrate on my damn homework! D;< I don't get why it just ended like that, ya know? like.. so fast. I should've spoke out to him of what i needed to say friday night, i have no idea why i held back. Trust me, there are so many things that were left unsaid. :/ I betchu things wouldn't even be like this if i said what i wanted to say! I guess we weren't as 'strong' as i thought we were since our relationship just went all downhill like that. I swear i thought this was gonna last. I look at other relationships and see how much they fight, yet they STILL pull through all the bullshit/fighting and what not. Alla that makes me question myself. I shouldn't have assumed anything in the first place. I shouldn't even have believed anything that anyone told me. The only words i should've believed was the words that came from him, not anybody else. ... and now look what happened. how stupid of me. My heart literally dropped yesterday when i saw his response to what i asked him, so unexpected. I really don't get how guys get over girls in the quickness. Whatever, at least i know the truth now. Hah, funny to think that we'd get back but i guess everythings all said and done.But.. after all this, there should be no regrets though right? everything happens for a reason right? fuck. i hope so.
Saturday, February 7, 2009
Breathe nothing but the positive.
All i really need to do now is " breathe nothing but the positive. " - credits to josh miranda. 'Cause it's happened once again. & ' everything happens for a reason ' is one of the quotes i live by. and if one door closes, a new one opens. I didn't think yesterday could get any worse. What a bad way to end the night. I feel like shit. I don't even think i'm doing anything for the rest of this weekend.
My 4 day weekend next week is totally ruined too. & I don't even wanna start about valentines day. I just hope twgbs. :[
Oh & one more thing. i fucking hate my dad. maybe not hate.. but you know what i mean. everyone should know how he is by now. He ruins my life. and i'm not even kidding. He doesn't trust me and says i'm exactly like my mom. a liar. so, fuck him. i'm not telling him shit anymore about when i go out. i'm just gonnna leave when i go out and come home whenever the fuck i want. I'm so glad my mom comes home on tuesday and we can finally be out of this shithole as soon as she fucking divorces him. I actually cannot wait until they fucking sign that divorce paper. The day i don't live with my dad will be one of the greatest days of my life. I know i sound mean and i should be thankful that i even have a dad.. but i AM thankful for my dad but if you were to be put into my shoes, you wouldn't want to live with him either. Trust me.
My 4 day weekend next week is totally ruined too. & I don't even wanna start about valentines day. I just hope twgbs. :[
Oh & one more thing. i fucking hate my dad. maybe not hate.. but you know what i mean. everyone should know how he is by now. He ruins my life. and i'm not even kidding. He doesn't trust me and says i'm exactly like my mom. a liar. so, fuck him. i'm not telling him shit anymore about when i go out. i'm just gonnna leave when i go out and come home whenever the fuck i want. I'm so glad my mom comes home on tuesday and we can finally be out of this shithole as soon as she fucking divorces him. I actually cannot wait until they fucking sign that divorce paper. The day i don't live with my dad will be one of the greatest days of my life. I know i sound mean and i should be thankful that i even have a dad.. but i AM thankful for my dad but if you were to be put into my shoes, you wouldn't want to live with him either. Trust me.
Thursday, February 5, 2009
BillyTee is freakin' awesome.
Sooooooo.. I've been thinking and i'm starting to get really bitchy and irritated at literally EVERYTHING nowadays. I haaate it. I think it's just my rag. >.<
HAH. here are some things i'm irritated about. -___-
1. I NEED MY MOM TO COME HOME NOW! She's been in the phillippines for about 2 fucking months now. It feels like i don't even have a mom.. which sucks. I'm the only freaking girl in the house who has to do EVERYTHING like clean & whatnot! LOL, oh yeah and i'm sick of washing dishes and my nailpolish coming off.. so my mommy needs to come back so we can get a damn manicure/pedicure. I miss doing that with her.. HAH. Ughh, my dads acting BIPOLOR so i'm going crazy here. HAH. fuck. he's nice at one point, then in the next 3 hours, he's fucking mean and cussing non-stop at me. -_____-
2. People nowadays just annoy the fuck outta me. just looking at them annoys me. yeah, i know that sounds mean but UGH.. it happens. I think this is just a phase though. & when people try to start shit when they don't even fucking know me, fuck off. if i didn't do shit to you then just fuck off. seriously. OH YEAH! & people who think they can walk all over me pisses me off. i swearrrrr. hah. and especially when people try to swear like they know everything, like they swear they're always right. the kind of people who NEVER wanna be wrong.. yeah, i just wanna go off on them.
3. Oh yeah & bitches who are trying to ruin me and cameron. fall the fuck back. hah, sorry but we're not gonna' letchu break us. so stop trying. 'nuff said.
4. I have nooooooo warm clothes at all! The weather is super super confusing. One day it's like 80 degrees, the next day its fucking freezing. I never know what to wear! 0___0 Blah. I only have clothes to wear when it's sunny so i need to go shopping. But i can't even go shopping 'cause my moms not even home yet so she better take me when she's back! Oh yeah, i hate the rain. It's only cute when your with your boy. HAH.
5. I'm getting SO annoyed by my teachers! Mr. Patterson made me write ' I will not use profanity in Mr. Patterson Ruiz's class anymore. ' or something like that in CURSIVE! -____- It was soooo stupid. HAH. it was funny though 'cause i was super pissed. He even took my phone away!!! He never does that, he usually just gives it back to you at the end of the day but he was on his period and turned it into the office so my brother had to pick it up. He can be soooo chill but he hasn't been lately. Then there's Ms. Blomqvist or Ms. BQ, whatever her name is. She CANNOT teach for SHIT! I'm serious. i'm not even trying to be mean. EVERYONE knows it! That's why everyone has a bad grade in that class. She always catches me eating though.. ahaha. Then there's Mr. Gonzales, he bothers our principal too much. All he does is lecture about his damn life.
6. I think my hair stopped growing. It's long.. but not long enough. It's so boring too! It's annoying me that i don't even know how to curl my own damn hair.. and it's just brown.. but light light brown. the stupid sun made it light. I'll probably dye it black one day.. or get some color in there! Who knows! ;)
7. I'm being reallllllly lazy lately. I have to go do my budget.. so i'm doing it after our 4 day weekend! :] HAHA. I think on February 21st and 22nd? I don't remember. But yeah! I WANT MY LICENSE AND A JOB NOW! I'm tirrrred of being broke! & i noticed that i get jealous SO easily now. i hate it! ugh. i gotta stop that bad habit. D;
Okay... I think i'm done. Sorry guys. I just needed to vent. :]
HAH. here are some things i'm irritated about. -___-
1. I NEED MY MOM TO COME HOME NOW! She's been in the phillippines for about 2 fucking months now. It feels like i don't even have a mom.. which sucks. I'm the only freaking girl in the house who has to do EVERYTHING like clean & whatnot! LOL, oh yeah and i'm sick of washing dishes and my nailpolish coming off.. so my mommy needs to come back so we can get a damn manicure/pedicure. I miss doing that with her.. HAH. Ughh, my dads acting BIPOLOR so i'm going crazy here. HAH. fuck. he's nice at one point, then in the next 3 hours, he's fucking mean and cussing non-stop at me. -_____-
2. People nowadays just annoy the fuck outta me. just looking at them annoys me. yeah, i know that sounds mean but UGH.. it happens. I think this is just a phase though. & when people try to start shit when they don't even fucking know me, fuck off. if i didn't do shit to you then just fuck off. seriously. OH YEAH! & people who think they can walk all over me pisses me off. i swearrrrr. hah. and especially when people try to swear like they know everything, like they swear they're always right. the kind of people who NEVER wanna be wrong.. yeah, i just wanna go off on them.
3. Oh yeah & bitches who are trying to ruin me and cameron. fall the fuck back. hah, sorry but we're not gonna' letchu break us. so stop trying. 'nuff said.
4. I have nooooooo warm clothes at all! The weather is super super confusing. One day it's like 80 degrees, the next day its fucking freezing. I never know what to wear! 0___0 Blah. I only have clothes to wear when it's sunny so i need to go shopping. But i can't even go shopping 'cause my moms not even home yet so she better take me when she's back! Oh yeah, i hate the rain. It's only cute when your with your boy. HAH.
5. I'm getting SO annoyed by my teachers! Mr. Patterson made me write ' I will not use profanity in Mr. Patterson Ruiz's class anymore. ' or something like that in CURSIVE! -____- It was soooo stupid. HAH. it was funny though 'cause i was super pissed. He even took my phone away!!! He never does that, he usually just gives it back to you at the end of the day but he was on his period and turned it into the office so my brother had to pick it up. He can be soooo chill but he hasn't been lately. Then there's Ms. Blomqvist or Ms. BQ, whatever her name is. She CANNOT teach for SHIT! I'm serious. i'm not even trying to be mean. EVERYONE knows it! That's why everyone has a bad grade in that class. She always catches me eating though.. ahaha. Then there's Mr. Gonzales, he bothers our principal too much. All he does is lecture about his damn life.
6. I think my hair stopped growing. It's long.. but not long enough. It's so boring too! It's annoying me that i don't even know how to curl my own damn hair.. and it's just brown.. but light light brown. the stupid sun made it light. I'll probably dye it black one day.. or get some color in there! Who knows! ;)
7. I'm being reallllllly lazy lately. I have to go do my budget.. so i'm doing it after our 4 day weekend! :] HAHA. I think on February 21st and 22nd? I don't remember. But yeah! I WANT MY LICENSE AND A JOB NOW! I'm tirrrred of being broke! & i noticed that i get jealous SO easily now. i hate it! ugh. i gotta stop that bad habit. D;
Okay... I think i'm done. Sorry guys. I just needed to vent. :]
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